honeymoon...crazymoon

after the wedding, i guess the next most anticipated event would have been the honeymoon. it was supposed to be the chance to catch a breath after all that stress of planning the wedding, n not to forget, a chance to spend some "quality time" with the groom. well, that was what a honeymoon was supposed to be.

on the night of the wedding, kelvin n i were so tired that after having dinner with his parents, followed by a second dinner with my relatives from out of town, we slept the sleep of the dead. we couldn't even wake up at seven to have breakfast with kelvin's parents. luckily their friends treated them to a dim sum breakfast while we slept! soon,with full stomachs, kelvin's parents packed to leave for kelantan. which left my relatives to entertain :)

after another full day, doing what teohs do best...eat, drink n be merry, we finally had the home to ourselves. unfortunately, i came down with high fever and a bad flu. my nose n throat were so stuffed, i dare not kiss kelvin for risk of passing it on to him!!! we had to cancel our plans for a romantic interlude at the cove of lumut :( our holiday was used for me to rest and recover. poor kelvin!!!!

with chinese new year hot on the heels of our wedding, it was another flurry of activity while we prepared for our first cny as a married couple....basically it meant spending more money...really, it seems as if getting married means a culmination of debts... not fortune!

my first of many chinese new years to come was spent in kuala krai, where the Tan clan gathers. it was a novel experience sharing my cny without my family. i miss the comfort of the familiar and the warmth of the family. my cny just didn't start until i was in the bosom of my family. perhaps time may change my perception but till then, i eagerly await for the first glimpse of home after celebrating cny in kelantan.

so much for my honeymoon, it felt more like crazymoon to me. only now, after almost two months do i feel more settled. i guess that honeymoon will just have to wait.

pssttt..beer brat...now u know why there aren't any pics of the honeymoon ya!

the BIG day!!!

the BIG day finally arrived!!!!

well, actually it started a little earlier than that. according to chinese customs, the night before the wedding (also known as "lao tia meh"), the bride's family will treat the guests to a meal. we had a tasty dinner at mun chong restaurant, a tantalising preview of what was to come tomorrow as our wedding lunch was also held at the same place...(easy planning, since my dad is one of their favourite customer!)

after that, there was a small ceremony where i wore a new pair of pajamas-given by someone lucky (my mother-well, she has me rite!), prayed to the Jade Emperor and then had my mom comb my hair while saying some traditional blessings. then it was followed by the making of "tang yuan", the symbol of fullness. only those who were happily married could participate, which included my parents, n the relatives.

after all that, i managed to go to bed at about two, though i could hear my sister downstairs tinkering around (she pulled an all nighter! thanks sis!) i doubt i slept much that nite as i was sub-consciously too tense to fully relax.

before forty winks, i was up again at six am, to go to the studio for my "transformation". my bro n sis had to go to pick up bride's mate from the bus stop. she was my partner-in-crime from my uni days. she probably knew more about my sleeping habits than kelvin currently does since we "slept together" three years and knew almost all my secrets...:P

promptly the powders and colours were applied, and the hair teased n styled..and viola! a masterpiece was created! the wedding dress was gorgeous and when my parents pinned the veil, the ugly duckling had turned into a swan :)..of course my obligatory pimples were there! it was a bittersweet moment as my mother prepared to hand me over to a new life, and tears were on the brink.

at the door, the auspicious time was due, and promptly after nine, the wedding entourage arrived in a spanking new toyota vios (courtesy of the mr tan senior). with a lot of laughter, ang pows, some chili padi, some fondling, some push-ups, more ang pows and laughter, the groom forged thru the barricades to my door. and he was handsome.

the tea ceremony was performed and all too soon, it was time for me to join the TAN family. with a shower of confetti and goodwill, we left for the groom's house...which was opposite my mom's house actually.

more tea and ang pows later, the "bed" ritual was carried out where an ang pow in a red chamber pot was retrieved by a young, virgin boy, who was then asked to jump around on our wedding bed. unfortunately the baby cousin cried and alot of persuation was needed.

after all that, i was back at the studio for touching up of the make-up. then it was on to the restaurant for our lunch. tired out, kelvin n i could hardly eat, but when the drinking rounds started, our spirits were high again. lucky it was noon and not many were in the mood for drinking.

all in, it was a hectic, hectic, happy, happy day. u had to be there to fully appreciate it, and kelvin and i truly thank those who graced our wedding with their attendance from the bottom of our hearts. thank you for sharing our special day with us and making it even more memorable!!!

pssstttt...it took so long to write this...BECAUSE...well, it is our honeymoon after all...one month to let everything settle in..and to hit me that hey! I'M MARRIED!

6 days n counting!

help!!! i have only six days n counting left!!!

there are a million n one things to do n not enough time to do it. i realised i lost track of time when i sat in front of the computer just now and realised....hey, what's the date today?

its been a hazy blur of work, cleaning, packing, unpacking, spending money, running errands and trying to keep track of everything...sigh...i lost track of myself.

we "installed" our wedding bed on an auspicious date and auspicious time last friday... with blessings and anticipations of a wonderful marriage... its a customary tradition done by the groom and some oranges, longans, dried "pak hak", dried dates and pomegranate leaves are placed on the bed...may the couple be blessed with abundant children and happiness....

we also "moved" into our rented house on friday...auspicious date and all and had our very first dinner there. there was plentiful of food, family and laughter...what can i say, the money on the large dining table was money well spent...especially in my family with a love for gastronomic pursuits...

the sofa is there, the kitchen is stocked, the fridge has some obligatory 100plus, milk n beer forthcoming...yup, i guess i'm ready for the guests :)

the guests have confirmed...well, almost all..it is malaysia after all...., the hotel booked, the dinner menu checked, the house in the midst of super spring-cleaning...all the important stuff done...except for some small stuff...

the bride to be has yet to do her obligatory 100 sit-ups a nite, have yet to polish her face to fairness (there are more zits popping out now than in my entire life so far!!! must be the stress!!!), have yet to pluck and scrub and pamper n perfume to sublimeness., have yet to get rid of the panda eye bags...i only i hope i do justice to the legions of brides around the world n not mess up their good name.

well, my friend asked if i was nervous about the impending wedding...me..not at all, stressed more like it...i'll bet i'll make a good chaos center controller....since good looks are not a criteria but good organisation skills are...

i hope that all will go well, and i won't fare too badly in looks on that day...

fingers crossed, wish me luck!!! n happiness n everafter!!!

2007

today is the 2/1/2007!!! happy new year everyone.

this will be the year i accept a different surname and family, the year i become someone's wife, daughter-in-law...i will have to learn and accept new customs and traditions, and a new way of life. my yearly celebrations will be different than the one i have grown up with, and there will be new ties to forge with people i have yet to meet.

i will miss celebrating traditions being surrounded by customs i have grown comfortable with. it will be strange that the first people i greet will not be those that have greeted me in the years that have passed. for my mom have always told me that when i marry someone, i will have to marry his family, and everything that comes along with it.

but i will always remain my mummy and daddy's little girl, and being the second "diamond" of the family. for the blood that runs through me is stronger than anything that binds me.

in another 25 days, i will be joining a new family...

say cheese!

hmmm, the next most important thing to choosing my wedding dress would probably be the photos that would immortalise me in my wedding finery....hmmm...

i was worried, man was i worried big time! i just came back from a wonderful but sunny holiday in australia which change my "latte complexion" to mocha....sigh... n all that glorious food (heavenly fruits, indulgent oysters n sinful deserts and ice-creams, to name a few) were not kind on my waist too!!!

i wasn't very keen on having my face made-up too, as the only cosmetic i have is the lip-stick mom bought me when i entered university...and that was eight years ago! so u can imagine my worry at getting all covered in creams n colours. what will i look like? will anyone recognise me???

anyway, we decided to get a photo package from nearby, so that it would be convenient for the "D-Day" and also it solved a lot of head-aches for us.

the actual day for our studio photos came and went, without a single click as i had a pre-christmas costume rehersal of rudolph...my nose was bright red, stuffed n leaking! n kelvin was coughing his heart out! so we had to re-arrange and take a day off from work to freeze our mugs forever!

it was a full day affair, lasting from 10am til 7pm, and the initial
covering up of my facial flaws took nearly an hour! but boy was the "artist's" magic good! kelvin could barely recognise me initially...hmmm, maybe that wasn't such a good sign after all. he too was given some covering up, to match my almost flawless state. then the dress changing, touch-upping, hair-styling (more like pulling) and shooting marathon started! there was a total of eight dress changes and endless poses, some silly, some far-nee and some sweet.

at the end of the day, we were both worn out, n neither wanted to see a camera pointing at us, at least not until the wedding itself.

well, we managed to sneak some behind-the-
scene photos, but to be honest, i guess they don't really compare to the professional. anyways, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder so u shall be the judge when the actual photos are out!

so meanwhile, here's a sneak preview!

once upon a time....

once upon a time, there was this girl. let's call her jean. she was invited to a birthday dinner and little did she know, it would lead her to the man who would sweep her off her feet. she had some good food, had a few laughs and met some new friends. at the end of the evening (which was about 3 hours long), a girl declared that she knew the perfect guy for jean! what a laugh! even movies were a little more realistic than that! jean hardly knew what she wanted, how did someone she just met over chinese food and karoake know what sort of man would fit her!

apparently, she knew her stuff. this fairy-match maker, not only found a guy, tall enough for jean, he fit her nature well enough. he was calm where jean was chaotic, he was steady while she was always on her toes. he hesitated, thought things over, she made snap decisions.

he made her laugh with his jokes, she tickled him breathless!! he swept her off her feet (figuratively and literally), she brought him to his knees. he gave her strength, she gave him support. when things go wrong, they make it right.

this story has no ending yet, we really don't know how it ends. but we do know that they get a chance to build a life time of memories together, to fill it with laughter and joy, happiness and light.

mirror, mirror on the wall, who's the fairest of them all?

wedding's coming, all seems to be ready or in the plans...then the comments started rolling in...u better not eat too much or u'll be a fat bride!...becareful, u may end up altering ur wedding dress five times!!!...aiyoh, why u so dark, u'll be the "chow-huey-ta"(over-burnt) bride...n blah..blah..blah..

sigh, why must the bride be the epitome of beauty? why must she be a perfect ten? it may be her day, but if she's happy how she is, must she be primped and plucked and trussed and powdered and packaged to perfection? and what is perfection? is it even acheiveble? or do mere mortals have to contend with almost there?

well, my sweet, new, hubby of mine bought me some facial products, to polish my face so that i can actually be the "fair" bride on my special day...well, i'm not sure if it'll work, but at the price they cost, n the way they smell, i sure hope they work their magic on me! especially since i get weekly facials with the deal too!!! :0)

now all i have to do is make sure i don't overeat out of stress n pack the pounds where they don't belong! perhaps i will have better luck if i exercise...hmmmm, maybe i'll try moving instead of parking myself in front of the computer!!! hahaha

so let's see what happens on the special day...whether cinderella will turn into a beauty or a pumpkin :P